The ashy black of my fingertips Just like clouds on a stormy night Clouds that crowd my lungs Gasping for air like a child I didnt want this, but i thought of it Every night, waking up Gasping for breathe Once again like a child My worst nightmare Losing myself and everyone else in one swift instance Why can't i talk about it And not just think about it? That tower crashing down on me and dying instantly Like my ancestors Like my parents will Just like i might at any second Without the chance of saying... I can't breathe, with this shit on me I can't breathe, whats expected of me I can't breathe, my responsibilities I can't breathe, take it away from me