I was never sorry for the things I did
And some days I just can't get out my bed
And all of these voices inside my head
Way too much pressure can't feel my chest
Yeah, I was going numb I can't taste it anymore
Blood on my hands left my heart on the floor
I talk too much yeah you heard it all before
Tryna open up my mind but you keep closing the door
(Oooo-ooh)
Tryna push me away, tryna push me away
(Oooo-ooh)
Tryna push me away, push me away
Push me away
And last night I got high again
So alone, I just lost another friend
Retreating, heart barely beating
Blood is on the floor, and I'm still fucking fiending
Cause every day I keep running and running it
And my life, keep fucking it, fucking it
All the drugs keeping loving it, loving it
Is every day, is every day
Yeah, I was going numb I can't taste it anymore
Blood on my hands left my heart on the floor
I talk too much yeah you heard it all before
Tryna open up my mind but you keep closing the door
(Oooo-ooh)
Tryna push me away, tryna push me away
(Oooo-ooh)
Tryna push me away, push me away
Push me away
And last night I got high again
Black out, don't know what I said
I was fighting demons tryna fly away
If I get too high I might die today
Is that you in my veins
When I can't think straight?
I ain't never felt emotion
But sometimes I feel the pain
When I need to get away
Ride my bike and peel away
Mixing different medicines
Yeah I might die for my sins
I was going numb, I can't taste it anymore
Blood on my hands, left my heart on the floor
I talk too much, yeah you heard it all before
Try to open up my mind but you keep closing the door
(Oooo-ooh)
Tryna push me away
Tryna push me away
I'm a fool
Tryna push me away
Push me away
Push me away
Tryna push me away
Push me away
Push me away
Tryna push me away
Push me away
Push me away