When nothing seems to ease A dance with death never felt so appealing To slip into reverie I'm floating up through the ceiling Dysregulated thoughts have no meaning I've numbed them all out And let go Nothing cures this ache No amount of rest seems to sooth me Constantly chasing a ghost I'm floating up through the ceiling Dysregulated thoughts have no meaning I drift in and out And let go Numbed out and can't feel a fucking thing I'm slowly losing all my hues Faded into darkness of black and grey As my lips are turning fucking blue