I want to be free
I want to be more than I currently can be
I want to live every day a whole world away
I want to live life with my hair down for a change
I wish I could find my own way
I wish I had nothing holding me back
I wish I had a life to call my own
I wish I didn't feel tied down to home
And I guess it's called a disconnect
I feel I should be anywhere but here
I hate feeling trapped, that's what I'll always be
Trapped in a body that doesn't belong to me
Truth be told I'm feeling sick
Sick of how I've been dealing with all of the bullshit
Just leave me alone
Give me space to breathe and give me time to grow
And I'm sick of feeling detached from everything
And I'm sick of me
I hate feeling like this isn't me
I hate feeling like I steal the air that I breathe
I hate feeling like I'm wasting away, waiting for fate
I hate feeling like this is all for nothing
Is this all for nothing?
And I guess it's called a disconnect
I feel I should be anywhere but here
I hate feeling trapped, that's what I'll always be
Trapped in a body that doesn't belong to me
Truth be told I'm feeling sick
Sick of how I've been dealing with all of the bullshit
Just leave me alone
Give me space to breathe and give me time to grow
And I'm sick of feeling detached from everything
And I'm sick of drowning in my own head
I guess it's good to know that this is all so small
Just a drop in the ocean
Another road leading home
10 years from now
I won't remember the things holding me down today
And knowing I'm not the only one staying up late
Contemplating the life that I've made
Well maybe it's ironic but it helps me get to sleep
Cause at least it's not just me