Holding on Hands are getting numb Sinking deeper Closer to the reaper If I let go I will succumb To my demise Tortured sacrifice Freefallin into nothingness An abyss I fill the void How did this happen? My own life that I destroyed. How do I come back now? Regretting everything With this noose around my neck All ties I'm severing Deep inside is a fear that never leaves. Positivity, my mental disease. An internal battle The outcome is obsolete When I meet my maker I'll wallow in my defeat Hang my head in shame Looking back at my choices Running fast But Never escaping all these voices. Deep inside is a fear that never leaves. Positivity, my mental disease. Getting closer to the edge. Proceed with caution or you might slip. Life's got me by the neck. Release me from this vice grip Getting closer to the edge. Proceed with caution or you might slip. Life's got me by the neck. Release me from this VICE GRIP You got a hold on me