Fall in line, accept a role to play
You coped with the pressure in the worst of ways
Couldn't deal with the pain
Found solace in the poison that flowed through your veins
Too young to have the life sucked from your eyes
I've never seen someone so dead inside
Saw the tag hanging from your toe
The hardest part is letting go
In and out of extremes
Numbness and anxiety
Feeling nothing or everything
Come down on me
Spent the holidays sifting through
Pictures of me and you
While the world celebrated
The year anew
Forced to carry on forever
Without a brother, an anchor
Walk the streets hoping to find your face on a stranger
Everyday feels cold and gray
Ever since you passed away
A brother's bond, what we had
I'd give anything to bring you back
Can't forget that afternoon
Found you in your room
It was cold like your skin
Lifeless eyes and stiffened limbs
Nearly cried myself to death
As I clung to a body with nothing left
Take my last breath
If seeing you again is the result of death
I can't wait to take my last breath
Take my last breath