I don't know what it is But I'm always kinda nervous And I've been avoiding talking to you Cause I don't know how to word it And I've been rearranging my room Makes me feel like I'm moving away soon But I'm not I'm still in my cocoon But things are feeling different than they used to Ooooo I've never seen a constellation from my backyard Until things in the world got hard And I've never seen a house this large Until it cast a shadow on my garage But that's fine I'm so happy for them A balcony in the suburbs with a white fence Yeah it's good We'll just watch from down here I wonder what things will look like this time next year Well look now, look at what you've all done You ruined it for everyone just for some fun And I'm here In my rearranged room I wonder if things will ever get back to how they used to