When I'm down And I don't want you around Know that in my heart I could never mean it that way It's older than any religion So I can't call it a sin Maybe it was always a stranger Someone to let me in Maybe I should have driven My car into the lake Wishing someone would clip the door Looking for an easy break I started thinking about you All the time I started dreaming about you Every night Something bigger A new view out the window I'm talking peace of mind Crawling towards some kind of paradise But as long as theres been life to give There's been life to take And if I'm too weak to off myself Well baby, would you do it for me? Maybe I should have driven My car into the lake Wishing someone would clip the door Looking for an easy break I started thinking about you All the time I started dreaming about you Every night