Nails down my back like a chalkboard I am the only one who can call your bluff Your tongue leaves a trail like a slug I am paralyzed I am not enough Placate your hands with a faint whisper I am begging you I am begging you Grip so tight i can feel my fingers blister This is all my fault This is all my fault And i don't wanna die It's just a thing i say sometimes It's just a thing i say sometimes And i don't feel alive Don't feel like i'm falling Feel like i'm shoved This can't be love This can't be