I hate my life, I love my life, I hate my life I hate my life, I love my life All she wanted was kisses on the mouth Sister's on the couch, saying something like She wished she was somewhere sunny, something in the south She smoked a cigarette, now piffin' the loud, sittin' in the shower thinkin' about rippin' it out She can't leave, her sister said, "She'll never leave" Five weeks ago she supposed to be out of this bitch She said, "Bitch, I swear to god I was supposed to be out of this crib Why'd you go tell daddy, I was about to dip with Juan and have his kid Candice can I live Just once if you did what I want you to did I could of turned into a butterfly and flew over this shit Now I'm stuck on this sentence to say, like "I hate you forever" Call you when I make it through to Lakeview in Denver It'd be better, cheaper bud, better grub, better weather Someday I could see us two on the 16 bus together But for right now I can't say that at all, the hot water cold Juan long gone, plus his ass on parole It's whatever, it's honest, it's whatever you want to call it It's lies that pressed a promise. That carried her Keds to plazas It's for the future she'll see without the fuckos and wam bams No more douchey duds to fuck on, she can't stand The bandstand merely a place to pour port on poor pork It's a light tan on a fucking a golf course It's not her truth to being, it's not the coup of BM(W) It's more a dm left on seen or semen without her pm(s), ya dig Sweet summer coming but none for the taking A pandemic perished her plans but Paris wait vacant While we wonder where our parents ran We can stan nathan Fuck it all watch the sun rise from your basement