From the moment we met I'd been holding my breath To try my best to keep from scaring her away So I watched every word yet still somehow I heard That she's leaving me, she's leaving me behind So I sat in our home and wondered where I went wrong Tell me where... If I told her that I loved her any time before Would she stay and be my lover Or was she always at my door? I went and found somebody new, yet still somehow I'm blue She reminds me everyday of the one who left me behind So I'll write and I'll call but what hurts most of all Is that I know in my mind she won't be calling me back So I threw out my phone and I'll cry here alone Yeah I'll cry, Yeah I... If I told her that I loved her any time before Would she stay and be my lover Or was she always at my door? I think I'm somewhere in the middle of I want you and I want you gone I think I'm something like I'll never be quite who I was before Who I was before Well if I told her that I loved her any time before Would she stay and be my lover Or was she always at my door? Was she always at my door?