How long was it Before you fell With the waves still crashing over me I wasted all this time Believing you were mine Pushing me under Pushing me down The visions creeping through my mind Of you still screaming lost inside The visions of your image Fade away In this silence And I begin again today You are void to me now I see his poison running through you Slipping out To live the life you choose Lost my faith In this ugly mess I made With you This time I'm losing, A hold of you My grip on your hand is failing me Forgetting all the times I thought that you were mine Pushing me under Pushing me down Pushing me under Pushing me down Pushing me under Pushing me down Pushing me under Pushing me down "I feel like destroying something beautiful" The visions creeping through my mind Of you still screaming lost inside The visions of your image Pushing me under In this silence Pushing me down The visions creeping through my mind Of you still screaming lost inside The visions of your image Fade away In this silence And I begin again today