In the wine aisle looking for a scapegoat
Cuz my liver can handle what my heart won't
And my mother wouldn't like that I'm drinking
It would kill her if she knew all the reasons
Turn off the lights turn on the tv
No amount of melatonin's gonna make me sleep
I hate my nighttime routine
My head gets so fuckin mean
Stressing about the future living in the past
Pretending I do but I don't know who I am
I miss being 17
Before I lost my virginity
Before I started to wonder if I was enough
I didn't think twice now I think way too much
I hate my nighttime routine
Adding steps in my skincare to keep me distracted
Tryna kill time cuz I don't feel attractive
Can't get in bed without 10 different pillows
I actually prefer all the noise out my window
Turn off the lights and turn on the tv
No amount of melatonin's gonna make me sleep
I hate my nighttime routine
My head gets so fuckin mean
Stressing about the future living in the past
Pretending I do but I don't know who I am
I miss being 17
Before I lost my virginity
Before I started to wonder if I was enough
I didn't think twice now I think way too much
I hate my nighttime routine
Swear I'm okay and this won't last forever
It's been good before so it's gotta get better
Oh oh
I hate my nighttime routine
My head gets so fuckin mean
Stressing bout the future living in the past
Pretending I do but I don't know who I am
I miss being 17
Before I lost my virginity
Before I started to wonder if I was enough
I didn't think twice now I think way too much
I hate my nighttime routine
I hate my nighttime routine
I hate my nighttime routine