(There's gotta be another
Way to do this
Cause I can't dismiss
All this bullshit
It's getting overwhelming
It's making me question
Who I, wanna be)
I mean the future ain't certain
Because we young we ain't perfect
I just believe In my purpose
To put the hurt In the verses
I'm more or less living moral-less
Looking more for my origin
So to speak so I backtrack
I'd roll if you'd ask that
You hit me on Snapchat
We In a new era so I decided I'd snap back
Like a New Boy
And I don't I got a fighting chance like one-two Floyd
May-weather lurking round I'm hoping I can catch you
In my passenger seat and
Have ya back on the frequent
I could give what you needing
I think you what I'm seeking
And If I snatched you from ya nigga
We'd be calling It even
And they say that love's a game
But who that mean that I'm beating
(There's gotta be another
Way to do this
Cause I can't dismiss
All this bullshit
It's getting overwhelming
It's making me question
Who I, wanna be)
Like do I needa chill or do I need youu
The realest thoughts a nigga ever wrote seem to bleed thru
Into real life, shit make me feel like
I should've wrote this shit It braille because It feel right
The girl of my dreams
She at the, foot of my bed
I think I, know what I thought
But I don't know what I said
Gotta stop acting so foolish
Gotta hug grandma more often
I should control my emotions
Fore I end up in a coffin
Gotta stop sneezin' & coughin'
Gotta stop hitting the bottle
My pops got millions and millions
And still playin' the lotto
I got no words I'm the worst of the bunch
I'm always first to the punch, I'm always...
(It's been cloudy and rainy inside
This umbrellas got holes In It's pride
Getting harder to see the bright side
With my hands tied I learned to get up
Let my grip go It's been enough
Let my ego burn out loosen up
I mean I, tried)
Forever about the long term
I got us later later and longer
Back to square one she Tumblr text she
Thought she was stronger
Ha, like shit me too
But you the only person to ever make me feel see thru
Most day I lay at night and fantasize bout shit we'd do
Sometimes I wanna redo
But this really just the prelude
A year ago me would swear out that you was evil
But I'm a different nigga, you two I believe you
This time we do It right I swear to god I'll never leave you
Did shit I didn't mean to, like I didn't even see you
And you say I'm Autumn but I think I'm spring
And i don't give a
(Brrrrt)
About my phone It don't ring
I wrote you few songs, but I really don't sing
And you probably at his crib watching Stranger Things
Or somethin' real similar
I'm dotting all my I's T's counting all my syllables
I think about you everyday I'm really feeling pitiful
I'm so self critical, I wish I
(Beep beep beep)
(I wish I was, I wish I was invisible)