I'm afraid of conversations
Most of them don't go right
Always say what I never mean to
Wish that I would think twice
I don't know when I've made them angry
'Cause I can't read all their signs
All I know when they tell me it's ok
I'm pretty sure it's a lie
I try my best to understand
To realize what went wrong
But every time that I look up
They're already gone
So why even talk to anyone
When all that I'll do is say something to fuck it up
I hope they know I mean no harm
But how could they know what my intentions are
Sometimes it feels unfair
Wish I was more self-aware
Some days I'm just too scared
'Cause I don't wanna be a burden to bear
Having trouble reading social cues
Guess I can't take a hint
It's hard to blame it on a blown-out fuse
That not one pill could fix
I try my best to understand
To realize what went wrong
But every time that I look up
They're already gone
So why even talk to anyone
When all that I'll do is say something to fuck it up
I hope they know I mean no harm
But how could they know what my intentions are
Sometimes it feels unfair
Wish I was more self-aware
Sometimes I'm just too scared
'Cause I don't wanna be a burden to bear
I don't wanna be a burden to bear
Be a burden to bear
Be a burden to bear
Be a burden to bear
A burden to bear
Whenever I get overwhelmed
I won't ask for help
I'll just pretend that I don't care
I don't wanna be a burden to bear