I'm soaking up thoughts Lost in paradise Now I'm choking on smog Got me scared of life I feel all my bones crushed Why do I still care for you? I know that you won't call I'm so terrified Cuz you You made me lose my mind Oh valentine And I I just want you to smile Even if I'm not by you side I hate to tell you but I've moved on Don't even know why I'm writing this new song Maybe I just feel like it's too long I had to go; I was right that you do wrong I still feel the times we left behind Now they're gone The pieces of my life that said goodbye But I'm strong And you You didn't wish me for my birthday And that really hurt And I I just thought it wasn't worth it And that made it worse Please tell me where do we go now I put a show, ye, but you're the one who sold out I woke up, realized, it was all down I tried to pick all the pieces from the fall out I'm rising up now Moving on in life I feel like a popstar Cuz I've crossed the line I've broken the limits I'll give you forgiveness Cuz I'm soaking up thoughts Lost in paradise I'm soaking up thoughts Lost in paradise Now I'm choking on smog Got me scared of life I feel all my bones crushed Why do I still care for you? I know that you won't call I'm so terrified Cuz you You made me lose my mind Oh valentine And I I just want you to smile Even if I'm not by you side And you You didn't wish me for my birthday And that really hurt