Me acuerdo el primer día que te conocí
Mari Carmen, Luis, Andres y Papi fuimos a donde ti
Y como hermano mayor, rápido entendí
Que aunque somos de diferente mamis
Siempre fuimos Ruiz
Ojalá nunca te ofendí
Pues la distancia nunca me dejo acercarme a ti
Cuando hablamos, alegría fue lo que sentí
Yo rezaba por ti, fuimos hermanos
A carcajadas nos hacías reír
Recibí esas noticias y no supe que hacer
Jamas me imagine que nunca te volvere a ver
Diablo bro, te dejaste envolver
No dormí la noche entera, llame a papi al amanecer
Fue difícil de leer, no lo quise creer
Y las memorias me inundaban en los tiempos de ayer
Pienso en las conversaciones y se me eriza la piel
Ah!
Hacho, Anto lo que daría por poder entender!
Siempre apoyabas las canciones que yo lanzaba
Y le contabas a todo el mundo de lo duro que yo cantaba
Siempre alegre, tu sonrisa iluminaba
Pero tus ojos no contaban de los demonios que enfrentabas
O las dificultades que se te presentaban
Tu me pedías unos chavos
Yo siempre te los mandaba
Nunca te juzgaba
Le oraba a Dios que no aprendas a las malas
Mientras el ya estaba preparando las alas
Oh, Jesus, mi alma te alaba
Oh, Aunque el diablo siga en sus malas
La vida es dulce y aveces amarga
Uno nunca sabe, no
Uno nunca sabe, no
Uno nunca sabe, no
Uno nunca sabe, no
Quien sufre mas de sus dolores
Uno nunca sabe, no
El mas decaído entre los mejores
Uno nunca sabe, no
Uno nunca sabe, no
Uno nunca sabe, no
You've been on my mind heavy since I got the news
Ain't believe it at first, tell me it isn't true
I'd wear your shoes just to see it from your point of view
You were fighting battles on your own, you had to pick and choose
Lil Bro, let me know. I wanna make sure you alright
Haven't slept in days, man, I think of you all night
Even if I ain't had it, I still let you hold five
Money was not a issue, never will I forget you
Damn Ant, I miss you... if only it was that simple
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
Or at least try to be more of an influence
I could tell as your older bro that you done been thru it
You were wrong for feeling everyone had it with you, it saddens me
We were passed beef, like NFL, it maddens me
All I have of you now are all of these memories
Refuse to wear a shirt that say 'In Loving Memory...'
Look, I never went off on you
I just wanted more for you
I know you looking down bro, this here all for you
Thoughts been overclouding my sunshine
And having you around was like a gold mine
I wish heaven had visiting hours
And told you everything about you that I'm proud of
Wish I gave you more love, sounds like its all that you needed
And with that alone I guarantee you would've succeeded
I still don't understand, for you and the fam I pray
I wish you were here, I wish there was a better way
Ant, watch over me bro, now that you've gone away
That's enough tears for now
Please, no more today