I was stumbling in the redbrick morning
When the sun was turning everything to gold
All i ever did was what i wanted
All i ever really wanted was control
I'm not afraid, i'm someone else
Making mistakes, losing myself
It's getting dark and our dreams are gone
Everyone I know, just holding on
I was better when i wasn't thinking
I was better when i lived in my own head
I was walking in a redbrick morning
I was wishing i could disappear instead
Snake in the grass, wolf at the door
We've made it through hard times before
I was a train running off the rails
You disappeared just like vapor trails
You've got a heavy heart
I know you feel alone
Hold onto where you're from
Someday we'll get back home
I'm not afraid
I'm someone else
Making mistakes, losing myself
Fighting a war we don't understand
Scatter the ashes and best laid plans
Snake in the grass, wolf at the door
We've made it through hard times before
It's getting dark and our dreams are gone
Everyone I know, just holding on