I saw you in clip form, the future You're laughing, sunglasses on You're so happy It's on repeat You're so happy You're in a car Maybe you finally got to where you were going Hoping Whatever you thought Wasn't And that turned out to be a good thing I'm, I'm slipping I'm grieving I'm grieving I'm grieving I'm grieving our un-lived life Our unborn child Our un-grown selves Deleting Deleting Everything Our un-slept beds Our potential My dreams Your reality I'm grieving everything Somewhere Beyond the now Beyond the numbers I'm living fully Beyond the colors Fully, this endless sentence Foam flowing This blinding yellow From your mouth Flowing in clip form Across my forehead Repeating Now I know the burning feeling Of our sun trapped inside of us