Do you remember when i told you that i was scared of dying That i was afraid of distance And i ended up crying And the dogs were fighting outside Yet it was a quiet morning And you held me close, for a little while And while i was pinned down there Your mind was somewhere else You thought that i wouldn't notice But it's always the same And it's always the same shit I've dealt with this for a long time I don't expect sympathy just a shoulder to sleep by The way i tear myself up And always have something to say Whatever you might want to And i'll pretend not to care About the aching in my insides And the need of throwing up I don't need sympathy Just a shoulder to cry by All my lovers turned to demons Behind my closed eyes i still see them And i'm getting very tired I swear that i'm restless And it is a quiet morning But the winds are getting wilder And you're almost gone And i think you don't believe When i tell you that i can feel when you're zoning out I know you don't want to be here I'll feel guilty afterwards But i'm not ready to leave it Because it's always the same I don't expect sympathy But please don't make me leave your bed The way i tear myself up You always have something to say Whatever you might want to And i'll pretend not to care About the aching in my insides And the need of throwing up I don't need sympathy Just a shoulder to cry by Just a fuck and some touch Just a bed to cry on