God take me back where I started
Before you made a psalmist
Before you made a minister
Before you made an artist
Before you gave me any other reason to live
And I was simply grateful for the things that you did
When I thought I'd never conquer every deed to my name
You asked me what would I profit if those the things that I gained
But I can't take em past my last breath
My last steps gotta be ordered by the Lord and He got way more in store for me
He gone make sure He hold it all together like baseboards replace your heaviness for His joy
And place more grace for me to work while it's day
Until Christ touch down I'll never be unemployed
But at times it's too much for me to process
I know just like you gave it to me you can take it from me
So this is my return
To the first thing that I've learned It's not what goes in that defiles
It's the heart that you discern
Holy Spirit burn deep
Wake up every memory devour every enemy tactic that's been distracting me
God I remember 17 years old reunited with momma dukes
She told me my entire life was a fluke
She said no that's not yo dad
So no that ain't yo grandma
No them ain't yo cousins
No them ain't yo landmarks
Man
You mean to tell me who I've known I don't really know
And where I thought my fam went they ain't really go
I'm just another kid adopted and raised by some people who strange
I was goin insane
I didn't know who to trust
Everybody seem to bluff
Everybody got some dirt and too much pride to clean it up
I said dear God if you real then show me
One week later I had bumped into my homies
Then one year later I was saved by Christ
That's when I met my real father and that changed my life
God don't let me forget you
I can't ever resent you
And no matter where I go I can't forget what I been through
God don't let me forget you
I can't ever resent you
And no matter where I go I can't forget what I been through
Love