All my darkest thoughts have
Risen from the greed
If I let them in now
Never let them leave
I been talkin' to ya
Tryna make ends meat
If I scream it louder
Will you answer me
I'm drowning
I'm drowning here
I'm drowning
Why won't you save me
Yeah
It's kinda like
Everything that you ever told me
Was wrong, ha
Where were you when I was down and out
On the ground and then drowning
I been in over my head tryna hold my breath under water
Man the thought of suffocating
Fucking hate it it's awful but I rather asphyxiate
Then run back into the slaughter
We the sacrificial lambs of this shit
Fuck a label spend a couple hundred grand
Just to stand in this bitch
On my own independent now I own every record
And I'm back with a vengeance
Doing damage again, damn!
I was down bad ramen noodles in my pad
Till I got myself a bag never famine again, feast!
I'ma put my fam in a Benz we
Send a couple bands to a friend
But enemies feel the wrath and repent!
Let's pretend that everything I know disappeared
I done spent so many years in the cold
To get here on my own
Still the devils in my ear and I fear for my soul...
I'm drowning
I'm drowning here
I'm drowning
Why won't you save me
Out of everybody wishing they were dead
How many would put a pistol to their head?
Yeah I remember sitting on my bed suicide note
Thinking it's the end when
I'ma pull the trigger hell or heaven where will I go
Hell if I know
Got the police at the door
Wellness check at my home
People texting my phone
Saying don't put that tech to my dome fuck em'
Y'all don't understand what the heck I been going through
True
I'm going off the deep
Across the sea
Been sinking like the Boston Tea I'm drowning
Don't talk to me
My life has been so awful please
I'm going down then I'm off to sleep
JUMPING OFF OF THE DEEP END
ALL MY LIFE HAD DEMONS
BULLIES ON MY BLOCK MAN I USED TO GET BEAT UP
ONCE AGAIN FUCK FRIENDS I DON'T NEED EM'
SO I STAYED AT HOME EVERY WEEKEND
OUT THE LONELINESS ROSE LIKE A PHOENIX
AND I GREW TO BE SO BRUTALLY WILD
NOT A CHILD ANYMORE
WHAT THE FUCK YOU GONNA DO TO ME NOW
GOING DOWN SHOOTING TWO TO THREE ROUNDS
IT'S A EULOGY YOU FOOLERY CLOWNS
I'm drowning
Drowning here
Someone save me...