Nothing ever seems to go according to the plan We set in stone I've tried to write my own way but every road I take Leads back to you You did this to me? No I did And if I can't be honest with myself I can't be honest with you But I'm losing it again Fading in and out of consciousness Yeah, I'm losing it again I've dug this hole I'm buried in I've taken my humanity and dragged it through The mud Built my chains link by link and waited for the Flood You did this to me? No I did And if I can't be honest with myself I can't be honest with you But I'm losing it again Fading in and out of consciousness Yeah, I'm losing it again I've dug this hole I'm buried in I was a waste of your life I was a waste of your time Just know I'm just as much a waste of mine A fucking waste of life It's what I lack in honesty that keeps me from Serenity A stolen heart and baited breath, a monster that Is cold and left alone to face it's own demise To swim and drown in broken lives The one caged bird you couldn't keep, has Clipped it's wing; can only sleep A stormy cloud from better days, a silken fog lost In the haze But it's what I lack in honesty, that's killed the man I want to be Killed the man I want to be