I'm highly conflicted sometimes I keep thinking that I'm just a copy Got a lot written down but nothing that's Sticking I'm thinking I need a new hobby Like what is the point If I have no direction A lot on my plate And I'm feeling the tension Mentally drained cause I'm over obsessing On letting em down I hate the rejection I don't know what I want now I hate the rejection But I ain't bout stoping My mental is lethal My Thoughts can be toxic I'm about to break down This life got thinking bout loving the pain I think that I'm broken I'm going insane I've tried, it's so fitting that that happens at the worst time I start overthinking everything in my mind And I don't know how to fake it when I don't feel anything I've been like this for a while now I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown And wish that I was anybody else but me now Cause what I'm focusing on is blurring the lines I'm staring at my scattered thoughts And falling way too in my I'm staring at my scattered thoughts And falling way too in my head My head, into my head, my head It feels like I've