I try to look at myself
But I can't stand the sight
All of this guilt that I feel
All of this torture inside
I'm overwhelmed by this feeling of shame
No matter what I do the outcome is always the same
I'm never gonna find a way to let
Go of everything I've done but I try
To live another day just pretending that I'm fine
I spent too many nights alone thinking
About every single mistake that I've made
You should stay away from me
I'm filled with so much regret
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I don't deserve any redemption
I've already had too many chances
You'd think I would have learned my lesson
But I always find a way to burn down the foundation
I did this to myself
Soon I'll be six feet in the ground
You should know I dug this grave all on my own
I'm overwhelmed by this feeling of shame
No matter what I do the outcome is always the same
I'm never gonna find a way to let
Go of everything I've done but I try
To live another day just pretending that I'm fine
I spent too many nights alone thinking
About every single mistake that I've made
You should stay away from me
My guilt has control
My guilt has control of me
Will I ever find
Find a way to forgive myself? (forgive myself)
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I have fallen so far away from where I used to be
What will it take for me to see the fault in my ways?
I'm tired of sulking in my shame
Get me out of this cycle
I swear it never ends
It never ends
I need something to fight for
But there is nothing left
There's nothing left
I'm never gonna find a way to let
Go of everything I've done but I try
To live another day just pretending that I'm fine
I spent too many nights alone thinking
About every single mistake that I've made
You should stay away from me