Everything was going just fine We had the time of our lives You couldn't live without me Then it seems like just overnight I'm like a snowflake falling Into an ocean of pain And as I start dissolving I find it's more of the same I can't let this go It's killing me, I know Guess I'm masochistic Waiting for my next hit I can't let this go It's killing me, I know Guess I'm masochistic Waiting for my next hit Sometimes our words cut deeper Than any of us can know They can send you into the ether Or to the darkest of holes And when our words are thoughtless They make the deepest of scars So I will say "I love you" Even with a wounded heart I must like the pain I don't wanna give it up, I like the taste I can't let this go It's killing me, I know Guess I'm masochistic Waiting for my next hit I can't let this go It's killing me, I know Guess I'm masochistic Waiting for my next hit I must like the pain I don't wanna give it up, I like the taste I hate how it makes me feel I need to let it go and start to heal I must like the pain I don't wanna give it up, I like the taste I hate how it makes me feel I need to let it go and start to heal I can't let this go It's killing me, I know I know I can't let this go It's killing me, I know Guess I'm masochistic Waiting for my next hit I can't let this go It's killing me, I know Guess I'm masochistic Waiting for my next hit I must like the pain I don't wanna give it up, I like the taste I hate how it makes me feel I need to let it go and start to heal