I don't really want a kiss anymore
I just want to feel loved
All these friends whom I have learned to adore
They don't feel it back
I fill the empty space with mistakes
Find another one then watch them fade away
I don't want true love. Just want to talk
Right to your face
Hit your phone, but you don't have time
The light fades then you find another guy
But what happened to work. You put me in the dirt
And now I hate my life
Call me back, give you a second chance
Put more effort into the last but
It's exactly the same. I'm so tired of this game
I'm so tired of this strife
You only loved my face
It made me feel disgraced
The pain goes on and on. It never wants to be gone
It drains me, now it's too late
You only loved my name
And how I touched your face
But all this shit inside is making me want to die
I wanted you to heal me. Now it's too late
Uh. Waking up from my bed. Running out of thoughts
Feels like I do this all the time so I'm giving up
I could've wrote this song inside my room
That's not even secluded enough to keep me at my thoughts only
My head hurts, but still got a smile on me
I laugh good, but the terror and dread follow me
My family knows how bad it's been for me
But I'm seventeen. All those rhymes that I wrote still haunt me
Ooh. It seems like I want you back but
The work I put in made me detached
I'm not connected to you anymore
But it was so hard to walk out the door
So I'm done hanging with you. So toxic
Tryna find a way, but there ain't another option
I can't deal with the pain. You drove me so insane
Now my brain is full of those toxins
You only loved my face
It made me feel disgraced
The pain goes on and on. It never wants to be gone
It drains me, now it's too late
You only loved my name
And how I touched your face
But all this shit inside is making me want to die
I wanted you to heal me. Now it's too late
Drowning in my sorrows
Drowning in my sorrows
Drowning in my sorrows
I'm Drowning...