Tell me, what did I even do this time?
I know that you saw that I changed my life
Starting it again. I'm not scared I'll die
But we're not the same. I'm scared I'll break again
I'll be on the charts
But I'm scared I'll lose touch
Underneath a shadow
But I'm scared I'll turn to drugs
Nothing is the same
Better count to ten
God, I'm always all alone
Swear I'll fall again. Nah
I've cried
Just let me inside
Falling to your grips
And you changed my life
But it's not for good
You said that you should
Just start for home again
And I knew that you would. Nah
Always had time, but you never called me up
Drowning so fast but the fame pulls me up
Lighting up my flame and my heart burns cold
Pulling at my strings but you put me on for show
I don't feel enough. I'm out my mind
I've hit bedrock, I've had some highs
I've had some lows, I've hit the sky's
So tell me why I'm still stuck inside my mind
Woah
I'm losing words. The songs that healed my hurt
The songs I'm writing now just do not compare to words
And these melodies. Memories. Lost inside my head
Try to piece together but my thoughts are all in shreds
Code Red got three hundred thousands plays
But the numbers from the streams never takes away my pain
I'm scared that song will be my only peak
I'm writing better songs now, but the world won't think of me, nah
I'm numb
I'm tired of feeling lost
Falling down the dark hole
That I came from
But I'll fall again
I can't escape
I've felt the pain
And I'll cling on until I'm gone
Always had time, but you never called me up
Drowning so fast but the fame pulled me up
Lighting up my flame and my heart burns cold
Pulling at my strings but you put me on for show
I don't feel enough. I'm out my mind
I've hit bedrock, I've had some highs
I've had some lows, I've hit the sky's
So tell me why I'm still stuck inside my mind