Falling, but I'm trying
I still feel dead inside
I try to open up
But I rather would hide
When I'm flying
Down I-25
Going 90 down the road
Lose my meaning of life
I look to my left side
Out of the window
Reflections of the past
Show me why I cannot grow
This world is so full
Of affectionate people
But I'm still alone
Now I'm feeling in limbo
Summers over
The wind is cold
It sends chills on my arm
Now I feel more alone
I try to open up to people
But they all know my name
They know my exes and my past
And my every mistake
I hide away in my room
To keep out the world's noise
Its hard to love through the hate
Without a life I enjoy
I've got fame
But will last throughout my life
Nothing else is going for me
Could be broke by twenty five
Could be living in a one room
Only grinding out songs
Work a shift from nine to five
And then I record at home
I'm so scared for the future
Don't know if I'll survive
I feel anxiety cloud
I can't escape it at night. Nah
So I don't know what to do
When you knocked me on ground
I got nothing else for you
When all you did was let me down
I got five nights left before the bell rings
I keep it all inside but there's nothing left for me
I don't know what to say
When you got those pretty eyes
Ensnared me in a trance
You're a ten when I'm a five
But you tore me up
I know you didn't deserve me
I'm all alone still
Compared to you it's more healthy
Falling, but I'm trying
I still feel dead inside
I try to open up
But I rather would hide
When I'm flying
Down I-25
Going 90 down the road
Lose my meaning of life
I look to my left side
Out of the window
Reflections of the past
Show me why I cannot grow
This world is so full
Of affectionate people
But I'm still alone
Now I'm feeling in limbo
Summer ended. We went our own ways
But I can't help but to 'member the days
That you brought me up, made me laugh. Was top of the world
Cause I can't find that in any other girl
I was so sad I can hardly remember
Those days I broke down in September
Now I'm moving on, life goes on without you here
How could this last another year?
Falling, Falling, Falling back to you
Now I'm calling, calling, calling way too soon
Falling back to you
Let's just make things new
Falling, but I'm trying
I still feel dead inside
I try to open up
But I rather would hide
When I'm flying
Down I-25
Going 90 down the road
Lose my meaning of life
I look to my left side
Out of the window
Reflections of the past
Show me why I cannot grow
This world is so full
Of affectionate people
But I'm still alone
Now I'm feeling in limbo