Down bad. Feel like a disgrace again
Quick sand. And its pulls me close to death
Sink down until my head goes under
But its ok. I'm just glad its all over
I'm so nauseous
I'm so done
I don't know where my mind has gone
I feel like my memory fades
But it never shields me from my worst mistakes. Nah
And now I cant breathe
I don't try to struggle cause my life was over for me
Water fills my lungs until I see death coming towards me
Don't got many problems and don't got that many stories
What am I living for? What is my meaning?
Like a husk of my former self, I feel like I'm fading
Don't wanna kill myself. Don't wanna make people sad
I guess I'm living for the fans and never living for myself
I climbed out the depths and I did it by myself. Nah
I climbed to the top, but I kinda feel in hell. Nah
Got a thousand people watching out my every move
If I take the wrong step, then they say they're over you
So I did it by myself now. Did it by myself
I should hold the kingdom of my happiness and wealth
But you know its in the hands of the people on the web
If you see me on the internet, don't talk about me bad. Nah
Its so complicated. Sometimes
I can't seem to figure out my mind
Let me sit down. Please just give me time
Never get a break from all this stress that makes me wanna die, nah
Its bad enough when you've got tough luck
Always tryna get a love, but you never get enough of it
Its high tide and I'm running out of time
Always try to be her friend, but she never thinks enough of me
A-A-A-And now I can't think
Always give me smiles, but they're never falling for me
Try her good side, but she always ignores me
Strike a conversation. All these other people bore me
Would you want to take me
By the hand and save me?
Its been a long time since someone wanted to try me
But I got no hope. Always letting people down. Please
Don't waste your time fighting for me
You'll just waste your strength, tryna pull me up and save me
Falling so slow, but the demons keep me down
This is my whole kingdom, but I'm not wearing the crown
My soul is detached from my body
I'm not living life anymore. I am just crawling through it
If you see me sinking, know that I will be fine
This is all that I want. This is my meaning of life!
Down bad. Feel like a disgrace again
Quick sand. And its pulls me close to death
Sink down until my head goes under
But its ok. I'm just glad its all over
I'm so nauseous
I'm so done
I don't know where my mind has gone
I feel like my memory fades
But it never shields me from my worst mistakes. Nah