Been down, I've been looking for a purpose
Try to calm me down, I'm sorry but it's not working
Hate myself and you know I deserve it
Look inside my head and you see I'm always hurting
Been down, I've been looking for a purpose
Try to calm me down, I'm sorry but it's not working
Hate myself and you know I deserve it
Look inside my head and you see I'm always hurting now
And it's never gonna change
I still hate myself, I can feel it to this day like
Try to run, but I never feel the same
I've been trapped inside my mind
Wish it all could go away now
Wish it all could go away
I been running from myself right to the grave, nah
Wanna die just to numb the pain
But I'm getting these scars and I'm not the same
Try to kill me before I'm killing myself
Try to end the pain, I can't take it anymore
I don't wanna live if I'm stuck inside this hell
Every day's the same, I been hating everything
I can't take it
I been running from the past just to end up in the same place
Trying something new but it doesn't really change
Hating myself and I feel like a disgrace
I'm not good enough and I hate it
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Been down I've been looking for a purpose
Calm me down but you know it ain't workin'
Hate myself and you know I deserve it
Been down but you know I'm still hurting
Been down I've been looking for a purpose
Try to calm me down I'm sorry but it's not working
Hate myself and you know I deserve it
Look inside my head and you see I'm always hurting now
And it's never gonna change
I still hate myself, I can feel it to this day like
Try to run, but I never feel the same
I've been trapped inside my mind
Wish it all could go away now