This is growth
With all these problems on my mind
Everybody ask where the fuck I been
To be honest I just needed time
Lately I been feeling real confined
Lately I been needing my space
Everybody want to be independent but deep down inside
They don't know what it takes
I still remember when I use to work a 9-5 all day then go home and create
Use to send people my tape
Just for them to skim through it really not be that in to it and just tell me it's straight
Fuck the politicking all of it's fake
A lot of these niggas don't even have taste
I had to tighten the loop cause I need a group of niggas I'll know never shake
I had to really learn that the value of women is more than their physical traits
I had to come to terms
That I was the root to a lot of problems and mistakes
Buying prada can't replace, apologizing to your face
People use to do me dirty but flowers can't fully grow inside a vase
What's a dream without a chase
What the point of sitting at the table if you ain't got a plate
All I ever heard was wait
All I ever felt was hate
Then they question why I'm feeling this way
With all these problems on my mind
Everybody ask where the fuck I been
To be honest I just needed time
Lately I been feeling real confined
With all these problems on my mind
Everybody ask where the fuck I been
To be honest I just needed time
Lately I been feeling real confined
Aye
Recently I been feeling trapped
You know its hard for niggas that can really rap
I'm giving niggas that feeling back
Labels want me doing trendy shit
Niggas be trying to go viral uh
I be focused on the penmanship
All this weight on my shoulder
Niggas probably think I got a gym membership
I do not crack under pressure uh
I use to deal with depression uh
Had to go through it alone yea
Cause when you black you can't express it uh
When you black they don't address it uh
Been avoiding my reflection uh
I put this shit in a song
So I really hope they get the message yea
With all these problems on my mind
Everybody ask where the fuck I been
To be honest I just needed time
Lately I been feeling real confined
With all these problems on my mind
Everybody ask where the fuck I been
To be honest I just needed time
Lately I been feeling real confined