This ain't What I thought it would be like Back in nineteen ninety nine Wish I was still that innocent Nowadays it only seems The only way I could achieve That type of bliss is ignorance So drink with me And forget all about your problems Once you get that high once You might never stop no That type of high that makes you feel just like a child This ain't What I thought it would be like Back in nineteen ninety nine This ain't What I thought it would be like Back in nineteen ninety nine I think my memories getting worse I bury everything that hurts I keep on growing out my shirts My mama said I'm getting taller Bottle my psychosis Freezing all of my own emotions You just gotta be man about it Listen to your father Hold me Don't hold me down I've been lonely & lost But maybe I don't wanna be found Hold me Don't hold me down I've been lonely & lost But maybe I don't wanna be found This ain't What I thought it would be like Back in nineteen ninety nine Wish I was still that innocent Nowadays it only seems The only way I could achieve That type of bliss is ignorance So drink with me And forget all about your problems Once you get that high once You might never stop no That type of high that makes you feel just like a child This ain't What I thought it would be like Back in nineteen ninety nine This ain't What I thought it would be like Back in nineteen ninety nine