I'd hoped you'd die or kill me first When you enter my mind, all I ever feel is hurt You broke my heart and you took my soul I blame myself for falling in love So load your guns, take aim and shoot Quick draw at my heart, I'll wait for you I didn't see, I didn't stand a chance, yeah I opened up my heart to be abandoned I'm closed off, I've shut down I don't know how much longer I'll be sticking around A guy like me don't stand a chance, oh yeah I never will and never have before I don't think I'll ever be okay again but I remember when I said I'd never fall in love Counting all the cans on the counter Count the days as they fly by Lay awake at night Alone with my thoughts got me terrified I'd hoped you'd die or kill me first When you enter my mind, all I ever feel is hurt You broke my heart and you took my soul I blame myself for falling in love So load your guns, take aim and shoot Quick draw at my heart, I'll wait for you