I've read, I've watched I've heard you speak A thousand times Hearing isn't always listening Hear me I still have dreams of her in the night Sometimes I still only hear what I wanna hear Oh-oh, and I wonder if I'll ever be free Content in the changing of the leaves Sometimes I still only hear what I wanna hear Oh-oh, can I live with never knowing? Oh-oh, can I love but never show it? I'm giving up my giving To statues who never speak I'm giving up my singing To specters who never cease I'm doing away with all my doing In a trust I long to know Ruthless trust ♪ Deconstruction of everything I thought I knew To find the truth Oh, Father may my will be done On my own terms 'Cause I only want what I want On my own terms Yeah, I only hear what I want to hear I've been a bell who's never been wrung You want my trust You find it so enchanting I can't believe Oh, help me with my unbelief, oh I can't, oh, you'll have to carry me ♪ I'm giving up my giving To statues who never speak I'm giving up my singing To specters who never cease I'm doing away with all my doing In a trust I long to know Ruthless trust