My life's a song not a sick-come
Just goes on and on, no direction
Just a theme song, it's in my head on repeat
I need to keep calm before I freak out
Can't complain that I concede the grieving
Something I ain't seein'
Need to write me off the second season
Got some sort of disease
I had someone to accutate my pole to cheaper
I could not believe that you would do me dirty like sneakers
Enema, what the fuck was the reason?
I was sick but wasn't heavin'
Had no heavy breathin', wasn't bleedin'
It was in my head in a way you couldn't treat it
Paranoid, every noise made him squimish
Had to see rational in my breathin'
That my team was schemin'
They wanna leave him outta everything they do, yeah, till they need him
I send the E, I based to watch TV, a spot they sleepin'
They switch the topic when I start to see it
Are you my high beam rollin' but ain't nothin' good
They lookin' at me like,"Jesus, wait when you really stop believin'?"
Look me in the mirror and I started feelin' bad for myself
'Cause the man I see could be a demon, I ain't
A saint despite what I'd be preachin'
I fuckin' lied and cheated, I drink
Till I think of tryna beat it but I can't
I'm a king and I kinda see you
Nah, I'ma drink till you kinda stir you
Run it down, shawty readin' the scripture
But it was big out the bigger picture
It was big and it was Christopher that got me through highschool
Suicidal thoughts got me, I'm a suicidal
Like what they do, I'm a piece of shit
Why you toppin' the bucket list is nothingness
Put him in hell with the other sip-offs
They wanted this, I know I'm not alone stuck in this
Felt there's nothing left
Went from a little skipper to a sunken ship
Wasn't a fuckin' rig
Not all yours, blood pumpin' him, help myself up
Start the bowling up again, melted the other man's ship
Fell back in love with what I'm made of
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What I'm made of is blood vessels and veins
Covered with makeup for the sake of
The muscles I've left, so many thought I was in sane
But now I'm coming direct, so ears up but cover your heads
Before you get here with some shit, leave you blood in your rear
Make some oxford brick shake
Oh my days!
I didn't know that it was so bloody weird, we're red
Now I want you crazy, now I want money instead
And I'm not lazy when I'm laying up in my bed
'Cause my mind stays razin' comin' up withe the next shit
And I'm not crazy, maybe need to get me some restin'
I wanna make y'all understand what I'm saying
When I start with this statement
"I love that bitch", ain't gonna face of this earth
But for what it's worth, I hate when I stay away pacin'
Grammy playin', how'd he blame him
For the way I say some shit, seems like some made up shit
A mate wondered the way I looked, my unibrow
The way I speak, the way I live
Call him Wiki freeda
They only had to taste the basic shit, ain't picky eaters
Then I face it, ain't no disgrace in this
Just 'cause they had the disdain for it
I'm embracin' it, got ball got and gray in my handkerchief
My mud, my mix are grade dain in the pit
Throwin' any more one of gon' face in the kid
Been racin' with myself, it's Wik V Wik C
I don't want no part of the name that you in
'Cause it's a weird name that you in when you layin' and you win
Shit, I told you on my debut, I was made for this shit
God chose me, I got GOATs
You ain't got clothes, no you! You don't got no dough
And even broke, you don't got no soul
Sound like a broken record, got no flow
Ho so so, why I get so gone, look by me
Watchin' people lettin' him know, every petty bone in he broke
Like the levy, lettin' my thoughts flow free, lettin' them go
Floodin' all your homes, come from whatever you own
Oh wow, easy to drown, turn it on
It's heard, everything you spoke made you question
Everything you've been told and were pretentious about
And anxious to present though, most never know
Flew back from my old school cat, I will uphold
Though I want my old raps, I will not choke
Throw in my old track, I will unload
No matter what it sound like, this is true rap
So no matter what you be like, just lean back
You can excuse yourself but you can't just use back, you're toothed
Everything I knew flew in this new rap
So y'all need to stop doing me like that
Excluded from the pack, but then you do it right back
We'll boomerang me some boomies in the pack
All the cats do me dirty, I'm doing them like that straight
Don't make the mistake and make the cat mad
'Cause I'ma take back that which I raised thou with
Just as fast as I raised y'all fists, to get respect
Try and grasp the wikis that raised your kids
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What I'm made of is blood vessels and veins
Covered with makeup for the sake of the muscles I flex already
Thought I was the same but now I'm comin' direct
So ears open, but cover your heads before you get hit with some shit
Leave you blood in your rear, make some oxford bricks say
Oh my days! I give no kid, your blood is so red
I don't want your praises now, I want money instead
And I'm not lazy when I'm layin' up in my bed
'Cause my mind stays razin' comin' up with the next shit
And I'm not crazy, maybe need to get me some restin'
Maybe, nah