Took a knife right to the back for that Said "I'm never going back to that bar" You wait in line with all your faithless friends Does it make you feel ashamed To watch them smile while they Rub salt in my face? You lost control, you lost a friend I lost my voice, got drunk again You lost control, you lost a friend I lost my voice, got drunk again And all the while you were counting back in your head You cried when you said that I always won And you had it so hard, had it so hard, have it so hard now Took a knife right to the back for that Said, "I'm never gonna leave my house" Lay in bed all day and hide my face 'Cause I feel anxious Don't wanna feel like a chump anymore You lost control, you lost a friend I lost my voice, got drunk again You lost control, you lost a friend I lost my voice, got drunk again And all the while you were counting back in your head You cried when you said that I always won And you had it so hard, have it so hard, have it so hard now Lost my voice, got drunk again Lost my voice, got drunk again Lost my voice, got drunk again Lost my voice, got drunk again You lost control, you lost a friend I lost my voice, got drunk again You lost control, you lost a friend I lost my voice, got drunk again And all the while you were counting back in your head You cried when you said that I always won And you had it so hard, had it so hard Have it so hard, have it so hard now