Find your light Like the brightest star that guides us through the night You were right We were way too caught up in who won the fight My, my Is the weight too heavy? You're not ready Try, oh try To find sleep again, you'll be whole again but I am wide awake (Holding on to anything that I can to feel ok) I am far away (Hoping for extended hands to pull me back from depths I can't) Navigate, articulate I'll speculate until I find my way From this place comes a comfortable delusion Of better days where one could ignore confusion But in this way we've become just an illusion In our eyes, in our lives Washed away Are the colors that have kept us from the gray Stay I'll do anything, I'll give anything but I am wide awake (Holding on to anything that I can to feel ok) I am far away (Hoping for extended hands to pull me back from depths I can't) Navigate, articulate I'll speculate until I find my way Navigate, articulate I'll speculate until I find my way As I look back on all of my life This disastrous dizzying ride When does the spinning subside? When does my nightmare start to make sense? If there was gold would you tell me where it is Or bury me if it's the last thing you did?" You're not real Tell me you're not real