Sometimes I feel like no one in the world knows what I'm thinking
I got so used to swimming didn't know that I was sinking
Tell me that you understand a single word that I say
But please don't ask me questions I get honest when I'm drinking
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried
To find, to have, to know
A reason to live beyond the highs out weighing the lows
I've got some bad blood
But I can't get enough
Oh this is gonna suck
Give me another month
Sometimes I feel I'd rather stay home but I would miss out
And still it's pretty awful but I always have the same doubts
Tell me if you're partying so I can get the invite
I'll go hard too early and I'll probably have a bad night
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried
To chill and take it slow
To find the key to a Friday night without my head winding up in a bowl
I've got some bad blood
But I can't get enough
Oh this is gonna suck
Give me another month
Sometimes I feel the world is spinning just a little too fast
I'd love to stop the ride but I'd wind up flat on my ass
Why is it my happiness comes crashing in September
I learn it every fall but it just seems I can't remember
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried
To find, to have, to know
A reason to live beyond the highs outweighing the lows
So I hope you understand that I am not a fan
Of people only half listening they try to tell me that they know
I've got some bad blood
It's because I'm growing up
It's just my silhouette
You ain't seen nothing yet
Next time that I'm talking you will probably wanna listen
I'm on my way to greatness and you're gonna wanna witness
I don't care if you understand a single word that I say
This cookie's gonna crumble and it's gonna crumble my way
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