So self-assured, it's not a fling
Started saving for a ring
I'm buying less and praying more
Needs I haven't known before
God, if I give my plans to you
Can I trust you'll see me through?
Surrender is a funny thing
Nothing in my hands I bring
What will I do if
You take back your gift
Given just to lose
Do I have to choose?
Ten or so months were all planned out
Till you filled my heart with doubt
Tip-toeing into every day
Terrified what you might say
I'm learning fast, tomorrow's fake
Lie down, don't know if I'll wake
Surrender is a crazy thing
Much I have to which I cling
What will I do if
You take back your gift
Given just to lose
Do I have to choose?
Will I turn my ear
If my greatest fear
Becomes your command
Will I fall or stand?
What will I do if
You take back your gift
Given just to lose
Do I have to choose?
Lord, don't take her please
I'm down on my knees
Give me confidence
Is this providence?
Do I love her so
Much to let her go?
Lord, I really hope
I can have you both