Don't wait up for me she said I'm just out for some air Held it together for a month Destroyed in a year I'm going out for a walk in the cold I'm so used to the warmth It's all I've ever known Everyone's so young And I'm so old Maybe not in my skin But I feel it in my bones Everyone's so full of it And I can barely breathe My battle is with myself My cuts won't bleed I thought I'd left my secrets I thought I'd left my secrets back at the distant shores But the waves brought them back to our new coast And all these places look like home But a different one from what I've known And you can't jump all these fences My lungs are cold From breathing in this winter for way to long So here I am defenseless Reality strike at the best part of the dream Just breathe and release Everyone's so old And I'm so young Feel it from my fingertips Down to shaky knees Everyone's so empty inside And I'm ready to burst My battle is with all of you My cuts are rivers and streams I thought I'd left my secrets back at the distant shores But the waves brought them back to our new coast And all these places look like home But a different one from what I've known And you can't jump all these fences My lungs are cold From breathing in this winter for way to long So here I am defenseless Reality strike at the best part of the dream Just breathe and release