My eyes upon the morning
I can hear me as I sing
'Bout the empty, about the broken
About all these parts of me
And I guess that I've been drinking
'Cause it is pouring out my mouth
"I don't really see the problem"
I say falling to the ground
I'm blacking out
I'm puking myself now
Just another night I'm gonna' forget about
But I can hear that sound
That questionin' familiar sound
"Will you be alive a year from now?"
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My eyes upon the morning
I can hear me as I sing
And every word out my mouth
It is still the same damn thing
Oh, look at me! How lonely!
I deserve to lose belief
That person, that person
They should know how they hurt me
Still I'm blacking out
I'm shitting myself now
I think I hit my head
What was I talking about?
I can hear that sound
That sweet, familiar sound
"If you wanna be alive five years from now
You better start figuring it out"
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My eyes upon the morning
Closed off at the end
If I am not my sadness
Then I don't what I am
Except hurt
And obssessed
But even then I guess
I'm not worthless
But still I'm blacking out
I think I need some help
I don't know how to ask
I hope I figure it out
And so I'm overwhelmed
And now I'm falling down
But all these swirling thoughts
They keep me going now
Like, "I don't know much and I may be small
But if we can't admit we're wrong
I think we're not alive at all"
And "I know it may seem impossible
But the only thing you're owed
Is to forgive yourself and let it go"
Though the weeks go fast
And some days you don't want to exist
We're so much more than just our loneliness
I don't know much
I don't know how this ends
If I had a guess
I think
I think it'd go like this...
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I know it's hard
But you gotta trust me, kid
If ten years from now you still
Wanna be living
Then you gotta get up and try again