So I woke with a start
My thoughts running wild
My heart beating hard
I was thinking you were by my side
But there was only me
This man I do not recognize
Where did my patience go?
Who left me so broken?
I don't think I wanna know
When did I give up hope?
When did I stop dreaming?
I just thought we were so close
Oh, break me down
Oh, tear me down
Oh no, let me sink into the ground
I'm not the stars
I'm not the sky
So why should I survive?
Leave me here
I wanna rot
To decompose
To be forgot
And maybe someday when I revive
Maybe then I'll fit in with your life
With your life
I can't figure out what is true
I thought I wanted love
So why do I want you?
Oh, I lost belief long ago
That I was ever worth it
You just helped me know
That there will be no more fights
There will be no closure
There is only wasted time
So, if this is the end
Where's my light? Where's my tunnel?
Where are all my friends?
I am a thought once barely said
I am an "easy heart, made to forget"
A simple phrase, a whispering
"I loved him once and then I left"
So, now I will disappear
I hope that no one finds me here
I cannot hope
I cannot try
I can never fit in
With your life
With your life!