A smile has been calling me for a long time Sometimes it squeezes by in smirks I tried to cover my ears pretending not to hear (Like Peco) Let's learn the language of the trees I'll hunch my heart into my knees Prepare a pegasus for every naked face Inhaling hope through furrowed frowns You think I sold my soul to Satan I swear I gave myself to God What we love will make us happy We all make up our own right and wrongs Bereave such salient an epicure We'll change the world with our monumental miniscule gestures I live with all my decisions All somnolescent dissipation Exacerbate the exclamation point right out Tug on the apron of our instincts While watchers cluck disapproval Of all the proud but beaten down To think their suffering proves that they're strong Alack the day we left the sordid soused The rascal roused running round The crooked crown Like chimerical starlings Over the servant left supine So act adult atop your dormer window Where the whole world and no one can see Can't be an anchorite in this breathless city But we can practice sociometry Line up sophomoric slams with slander Vesture pained dignity with love's liniment Derail the amorist with his silver swagger And his intrusion on rustic refinement Cover the crestfallen with golden paper planes Pretend and playing that it's autumn Gently undaunted by the knowledge Of being a burden to the ground Now I'm a burden to all around She's back in Sin City It's time for me to come back down It's time I made a decision It is time I made a choice If I'm in debt to God and you Then I'm in debt To everyone who hates me enough to raise their voice Don't let me be found in angry books Frustrated that they never get no second looks Keep me alive by the soft love made by calloused hands For what do we live for if not If not to do good?