We work so hard for attraction When all we want is distraction Feel alive Too much caffeine before bed time My head's a mess but it's alright I ache, I scream, I grab the knife I hope no one knows my name If it falls apart on me Will you see me differently Or will you just mourn and sigh in disbelief I drink a lot like my family Hope heart disease is what kills me Or I'll drop dead like Uncle Steven And pray no one knows my name Should I vertically cut my veins So I bleed out on the tile If it falls apart on me Will you see me differently Or will you just mourn and sigh in disbelief If it falls apart on me Will you see me differently Or will you just mourn and sigh in disbelief