Monster The apparition from my fucking nightmares Enveloped in the anguish, immersed in the dirge Lament my soul as despair takes hold Tip toe through the corners of my mind Try to find some comfort in the divine Absent and jaded, these pills have me faded My consciousness is masked by delusion Listen, I know you're weak You cower every time I bare my fucking teeth Internalize contempt as I haunt what's left Cornered like a fucking rat in a cage Erase the pain with violence Succumb to the urge for hate Make peace with the fact that I can't fight back I've hit rock bottom again This pseudo existence will fucking swallow me whole And I've been waiting for my whole life for the pain to subside with the rain Malicious intent has consumed me again I don't want to give in but I'm afraid I might snap I'm a product of carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders Uncharacteristic, sadistic, point of no return I hope to god it hurts Haunt what's left of me while I watch you burn