Made such a mess of this Such a mess if this it might never come out But I left it there as if I wanted you to go ahead and take it Now I'm sitting here blaming you You just wanted some attention How was I supposed to feel for you How was I supposed to see you If I'm not there You know as I know I just wanted to ignore it Have you lying across my bed at night With covers pulled over my eyes You can't tell me it wasn't just a bit surprising How was I supposed to feel for you How was I supposed to see you If I'm not there You know as I do I'll eventually forgive you Like I always do Like I always do How was I supposed to feel for you How was I supposed to see you If I'm not there