Can I talk to you for a second?
It's been a minute since we checked in
So how you been? You know I never saw you comin'
But I definitely saw you as you were goin'
I saw what you were holdin', it was my heart in your hands
And I didn't say nothin
Like how I needed that to stay livin' and for a min I was mad livid
But wait I wasn't trippin' right?
Wasn't The love as vibrant as van goghs oh that's right
The hope was too gray though
Where were we going as faithless wordsmiths?
It definitely landed us at the bottom of that fifth
Drunken lips spoke what sober minds were scared to spit
Wasn't that some shit?
Yea go ahead take another sip,as we make this roundtrip
Listen this time I ain't going to be that bitch
But I will be that woman with your heart on a stick
Havin' you double back real quick to when I didn't exist
Queen, please allow me to let you into my thoughts
In that last chapter my perception was off and
I realize that I was getting involved with royalty
I wasn't ready at all
And if it didn't feel steady, I'd fall
Back
That night my heart was intact
My heart was in wraps
In fact, my heart was behind a closed door
Looking through wondering what would've happened if I choose yours
If I choose more
Than just the one night of words
That lead to a bed of lust
Kissing your forehead I asked if I could better us
I was thinking so much
I thought, I better just
Walk away
You see, the walk was safe
The walk was paved
But you still left footprints on my brain
From that day, I never was the same
And now
Every page is filled nothing but the letters in your name
Letters on how to give you praise
Letters to my brown sugar
With the prettiest little fears
Navigating my waze until I'm finally near
You
To share truths about our past
And finally, laugh about the first night our universe finally crashed
Into each other
Forgive me and allow me to write those lovers letters
Make Those covers the wettest
True lover and not a pretender
The feathers that keeps you flying
To your highest
Your highness
I'm here to be your co-pilot and your pilot