Sick matriarch We are worlds apart Your dysfunction rips The roots from my heart I swear that I'm trying I swear that I'm trying, but You don't know what my pain feels like And our memory dims A bitter sting sets in The resentment grows And my blood thickens I swear that I'm trying I swear that I'm trying, but You don't know what my pain feels like You don't know what my pain feels like I just need to leave, just have to find a way out I just have to run, just need to fight my way out I just need to leave, just have to find a way out I just have to run, just need to fight my way out Stay calm, stay calm, keep your head down Stay calm, stay calm, keep your head down I just need to leave, just have to find a way out I just have to run, just need to fight my way out You don't know what my pain feels like You don't know what my pain feels like You don't know what my pain feels like You don't know what my pain feels like