Cuz memory changes But still haunts me again It was torned by you now I'm turnin' wave into A big black shell any second i felt Bored by youth and left into a void Won't you please come home Instead of going back and forth Chewing my brain like gum Too ignored maybe too adored I must go too far Cuz it s all that i can do So get and hope i won't give it up He told you you follow me i follow you Get up and fall but i won't give it up Chewing my brain like gum but i won't give it up Bored youth must go give it up He told you you follow me i follow you Cuz memory changes but bitter stays I hate to feel angst cuz i hate to feel the same Days in haze with only pain embracing My filthy thoughts my dreamy loops